Sometimes I am shy about putting out into the world, on paper, on this here thing called the internet what my hopes and aspirations are. Granted, I’ve done it before. I’ve put out there that I would love to be a singer/songwriter. I will always play guitar, write and sing, but these days it’s for an audience of mainly one. It’s part of my work breaks. It helps me focus on something other than the internet and social media. It gets me away from the noise and I’m glad I have that. But, it no longer is my career goal. It also feels a little silly to have that on past posts. Like putting it out there, this big dream of mine, and having it not pan out or giving up on that dream a little makes me less worthy of other dreams. I know it’s not true, just a feeling I have sometimes.
I get nervous to give myself any title. Like I’m not worthy of calling myself a writer, singer, photographer or designer.
I am multi-passionate and I always have been. A big dreamer with big ideas. I will never have just one title, I will always have many.
My dreams right now include becoming a photo stylist, photographer, designer and also a business owner.
Right now, the latter is my main focus. This week, we begin venturing into the world of business ownership. Adam has coached so many small business owners and startup companies, now it’s our turn to give it a shot. This is being spearheaded by me as my main job. I was nervous, am nervous, but I’m feeling more hopeful and excited as I dive, head first, into it this week.
I am stubbornly passionate and have this crazy notion that I can accomplish all of these things I set out to accomplish. So I will work for it all and see what happens. Maybe some will drop to the wayside as other dreams come to fruition, but that’s life. It’s constantly being molded, our stories are constantly being written. In the end, God is in control. I just have to follow His lead and the desires He gives me and see what happens. That’s what makes it fun, the adventure of it all.